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Tuesday, 20 February 2018

to the boy i loved

you whom i loved,
i'll say i still love

the same you i broke
the boy i left hurt

apologies over repeatedly
my heart aches inhumanely

i wouldn't blame it on either of us,
and definitely me if i had to

those bright lit eyes
warm smile, perfect hands
that once made my day glow,
they still do
only now they make me grow

grow to learn how to live without those,
when i once never thought i could spend a day without you

our goodbye hug
tangled heartbeat
how i wish i could rewind what i just said

your puzzled eyes,
cold hands
did i do something wrong babe

no it's not you it's me
that cliche line came out
to the boy i loved,
i still do love you
probably still would in the future

so when the right time comes,
i hope you'll hand me a chance again
with that warm smile,
embrace me for the last time

i promise i won't leave when that time comes