now, as the beat drops
i'm not really sure what to say
thankyou
sorry
i love you
i guess that's that
typing this as i'm listening to youtube
the mood's not really matching
song that's playing now : she's a baby
probably not what i am to you soon
well, can't blame you
i'll blame myself, if anything
oh, the song changed, something more moody now
sorry,
i can't reason out with myself just yet,
why i've been wanting to leave
but i guess i'll take this new journey to find out why
you're perfect,
the person i'll never want to leave in theory
but something's calling me back
something's telling me to take the leap
if we're meant to be, we will be
i'm still sorry, and sorry
i think i don't really deserve to be acting all heartbroken
but hey, who knew the breaker would break too
i guess it;s something i'll have to learn
independence, loneliness, fear
all these, better than hurting you,
and wasting your time now
i guess this is the perfect example of the perfect person but wrong time
i'll blame it on fate,
and time
but really,
it's so much of a blessing i wouldn't mind doing it again
i don't regret,
that's for sure
i'm thankful, and i just hope i left a beautiful memory in you too
i really don't get why
we would have to part ways and go back to being strangers.
would be great if we remained soul mates,
for you are such a precious gem i'll never want to lose
but for now,
i realize i'm more in love with the memories than you
i realize it's the time of self finding, of doing things i believe are more important
and i do earnestly pray that you'll still be the right person when the right time comes
