hollow

After all that thinking, no
no, don't go,
don't leave me.

Though it'll ache when you talk about her,
though it'll hurt when I see you with her,
though I know why you couldn't meet me,
it's all because of her,
no, don't go, don't leave.

I'll enjoy that temporary bliss,
pretend I don't know anything

I'll be delusional,
thinking I'm that special one and only

I'll hurt myself slowly,
kill myself over this invisible toxic,
but
no, don't go, don't leave.

It'll ruin me when I know I'm attended to the last,
It'll collapse when I wait for your reply,
but I would do it.

Just don't go, don't leave.
I can't bear to be emotionally
empty,

weep

Stop going all crazy,
when you are not even his.

Stop going all jealous,
when you are just in the side list

It ain't worth it,
for someone like him
yes I know it

But how much I ached when he said he would leave
that
made me rethink

I hesitated,
didn't want to get hurt.

but
my heart, it's taken,
by you
I can't be with

All I want is,
for you to make a choice.
Me, or no me,
Stop letting me hang around,
like that old gum tree

Don't be selfish,
just let me be.
Don't comfort me,
I won't bleed

Heartache just makes me weep.

mystery

He's a mystery, someone I never thought I'll want to be with.
He's a different person, depending on when you see him.
He makes you feel like a princess, his one and only.
That's sadly before you see how he treats his other cuties.
And then you'll realize,
you were merely just another one he's playing with.

I'll say indecisive, that is him.
He cares, he knows, and he leans.
But god knows how many others he goes to
He's a mystery, one that I'm too tired to free.

His games makes you feel hot and cold,
makes you regret and ache.
then he leaves you wondering why even,
when you are nothing to him.

I don't have all day to play,
I don't have all day to spend.
I don't have all day to go crazy.

So stop.
Stop infesting my mind, stop burning my soul.
Just go if you never wanted me, not even a little wee

I'll cry, I'll wail, I'll ache
But all that's better than getting torn unknowingly