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Wednesday, 21 February 2018

the day before

today's the day before
tomorrow

tomorrow's the day of
reveal

after that
who knows what would be in store for me

i'll be honest,
a decade ago i'll never thought i would be here
just six years ago,
i feared where i'll end up in

today,
i'm surprisingly relaxed
maybe it hasn't hit me yet
maybe i am unprepared
maybe i am done
maybe there are so much more cluttering my mind

tonight,
i just pray i would fall asleep peacefully
tomorrow,
i just pray i'll be able to give myself a pat
you did your best

i'm not even yearning for a
you did well
i'm just wishing for
no regrets

what are my expectations
they asked

honestly,
no idea.

just like a decade ago
i have no idea where i'll go

oh, how people change
but i guess some things remain

going with the flow
to the unfamiliar,
that's probably habitual

tomorrow fix our destiny
will we get closer to our star
will the constellation change
where shall this parting bring us

take a deep breath
you'll be okay

no matter what happens
you got you
i'll love you for you

honestly
'you'll do well' isn't what i need tonight
why would you comfort me with an expectation

'i'll be here'
'you did your best'