just one more, this is the last
oh how often i've heard him laugh
i fall into the dark hole
everyday as i try to crawl
today shall be a fresh start
he just listens with a smug
once again i fail
and the cycle repeats and start
in agony i indulge
but i forget soon after
the momentum rides on
and i can never stop
binge eating became my comfort
from the judgments
i wasn't worthy anymore
now that i've lost self-control
where have you gone
i can't remember anymore
how did i look
how proud i've once made you
in time to come
i pray i'll recover
because i'm tired
so tired of living
any longer
