always so afraid to chase my dreams
i really am afraid of what it takes
always envy what others achieve
but have i ever tried my best?
they say don't concern yourself with the what ifs
but these ifs take up a big stake
i'm always running
but only always towards a pile of mess
why are my dreams so far away
will i make it there before i break?
or am i thinking of the lion's share
when i really should be contented with what i have
it's been bothering me so much
my future that is far from being a cake
i've tried sharing my pain
but all people do is brush it off saying i need a rest
no i dont friends,
all i need now is a definite plot
i've always scoffed at the thought of reading the future
yet all i wish for now is someone to tell me
i wont rot
