hate

i never thought i had the best
till i look back now
and regret not once cherishing it

would that be what i'll tell myself
a little further down the road,
or would i finally learn from my lesson
and embrace all the little demons

i hate it now
i hate it to the core

mom

oh, how time flies
where have you been all these while

a minute ago you were there
in a blink of an eye you're here
won't you be gone...soon?

i haven't had the chance to look at you properly
a glance to the right,
oh how much you've aged
have i ever done anything right?

all that you've done for me
was it all worth it
did i do you proud
your silent nights,
your weakened voice

who have you forgotten?
humans they drown in coffee
you probably drown in fatigue

how costly are feelings?
oh how priceless that would be for me
yet i've been treating yours
just like how i treat the sun