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Friday, 1 November 2019

1.15

always so afraid to chase my dreams
i really am afraid of what it takes

always envy what others achieve
but have i ever tried my best?

they say don't concern yourself with the what ifs
but these ifs take up a big stake

i'm always running
but only always towards a pile of mess

why are my dreams so far away
will i make it there before i break?

or am i thinking of the lion's share
when i really should be contented with what i have

it's been bothering me so much
my future that is far from being a cake

i've tried sharing my pain
but all people do is brush it off saying i need a rest

no i dont friends,
all i need now is a definite plot

i've always scoffed at the thought of reading the future
yet all i wish for now is someone to tell me
i wont rot